Empty Coffee Cup, Full Heart
Some days will be harder than others. For some reason, I had a terrible headache this morning when I woke up. And it was difficult to concentrate on working with the continuous low intensity throbbing in my temples. I couldn't lie down to sleep, nor could I do anything functional. It is times such as this when one begins to think about why do this at all. Afterall, if I could have had my late morning coffee as I usually do while I worked on my computer, I knew I would not be having the throbbing headache.
No one ever said it would be an easy thing to do.
But there is a deeper meaning to this, for the empty coffee cup, and the empty plates, results in a filling of the heart (soul) through the purification process that the self-restraint in Ramadan brings us, the lucky observers.
Imam Mawlud writes in Matharat-al-Qulub,
I begin by starting with the heart of beginnings,
for it is the highest and noblest of beginnings.
Have courtesy with God, the High and the Majestic,
by practicing modesty and humility -
dejected out of shame and humility
humbled in awe, imploring Him -
by giving up your designs for His,
emptied of covetousness for what His servants have,
by hastening to fulfill His commands, and by being wary of
the subtle encroachment of bad manners.
If you - the spiritual aspirant - realize your attributes of
servitude, you will then be assisted with something of the
attributes of the Eternally Besought.
Realize your abject character and impoverishment, and you
will gain dignity and wealth from the All-Powerful.
There is no salvation like the heart's salvation,
given that all the limbs respond to its desires.
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